✧˚ · . intro :3
❀ call me cay(den) or loser
❀ he/any, 16
❀ basic dni, proship dni, i freely block
❀ chronically ill, mdd & gad, possible bpd and audhd
❀ bad at responding, burnt out lol
❀ artist & writer
❀ I LOVE MUSIC!!!!
#shtwt#988twt#venttwt#hetatwt#arttwt
And now her mom’s saying I’m gaslighting and manipulating her. I’m actually going to kms I’m underappreciated and no one cares about my efforts to do things
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#venttwt#suicidetwt
Is it valid to feel upset over making a (happened to be) fully packed schedule for my friends & being called manipulative over it? Also considered how they’d enjoy it & it wasn’t easy to calculate how long shows & walking would take. AND she insists to see both now
#venttwt
i wish there was something tbat felt as good as cutting myself so i didnt have to permanently damage my body to cope with my day to day life. i actually have a really good life im just so fucked in the head that i cant even enjoy it.
#shtwt#venttwt#shedtwt
Sometimes I feel so unloved and unwanted that I want to cut someones name into my body but then I realize I dont have anyone, and that its bad to think/feel that way. I hate everything :/
#venttwt#shtwt
I WANT TO DISAPPEAR ALREADY. I THOUGHT THIS HORRIBLE FEELING WAS ALREADY GONE BUT NOW IT'S COMING BACK FOR MORE, I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THIS ANYMORE AND I CAN'T EVEN BEAR THIS FEELING.
#venttwt#shedtwt#shtwt#edtwt
the fact that you MUST go up to people and tell them that you didn’t cheat even tho nobody ever asked just proves that you’re paranoid asf of people realizing that it was emotional cheating “never did anything when i was with you” yet you liked someone else the wholetime #venttwt
My mom said that if I stopped cutting myself, she'd let me play the sport I want, but it's really hard because I feel so tired, and when I do it, it's like I automatically feel happy #subtwt#venttwt
just got told that my life problems aren’t that bad bc others have it worse wth since when is this a competition of who has it worse this is the second time I’ve been told this 😭
#venttwt